anyway... as for today... nothing much happened.... i woke up at around 11 am bacause the phone was ringging.... after that... immediately went to the computer to check my email and other people's blog.... my mom and i ate at around 12:30 then went back to the computer... tried to clear my inbox... since i have 300 or more unsorted messages.... i deleted some and placed some in their respective folders and stuff... then at around 2... got really bored... and decided to read the newspapaer and watch TV.... after reading the newspaper... and since there was nothing nice to watch i just decided to sleep.....
woke up at around 6 and watched TV again... watched some cooking shows in the lifestyle network then went down to check my email again.... then blogged the things that had happened the other day.... and now... obviously.. i'm currently blogging... haha....
one of the things that linger in my mind is what MC told me through chat... she tried to observe everything and never really saw that spark that i told her i thought i had.... and i'm guessing that maybe it was just my imagination after all....
i had an alternate world before... sort of.... i'm an idealist and of course.. everything in that world is the ideal stuff that i want to happen... i probably somehow mixed it with reality and merged the two.... i had it before since i thought there was nothing else for me here in the real world.... but i have friends here... i can say goodbye to my alternate world already.... but it does not mean that i stop being an idealist anymore... i'm just going to learn how to leave without that alternate world...
uhm... ok... i dunno how i'm gonna do that but....aaarg! bahala na!
i'm planning to create a new layout for my blog... i hope i can really do it this term break... my only fear is that if laziness comes knocking on my door again... i would obviously let him in.... and conquer me.... wahehehe
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