somewhat unusual day

anyway... i slept at around 4am in the morning having my UBE with jove through text... haha...

then i woke up at around 10 or 11.... then i don't know what happened(well i actually do know) but the bitter, negative, self-centered side of me took over..... went to DLSU with a bad mood... hating life... hating everything around me again.... the phrase "nobody loves me, everbody hates me" kept on going through my mind.... in the process... i was a bit rude to nyx.... sorry friend!

anyway... i was really the type who would destroy the world if i had powers and stuff guy.... and hated everything i see.... nyx invited me to an event in UST but i said no... i didn't feel like going since it was related to christmas.....

i decided to go to glorietta instead since my other friends were there..... on my way... nyx somehow got to me... and this freaking personality of mine slowly faded away.... the hate was gone.. but the sadness remained....

anyway.... i forgot all about it during the times when we were at W grill drinking beer and other alcoholic drinks courtesy of IAN.. hehehe.... thanks by the way.....

at around 5:30... louie really had to leave.... so we said our goodbyes and accompanied him while looking for a taxi.... we first waited in glorietta... but since all of the cabs passing through didn't entertain us... we decided to go to greenbelt 3 instead.... had a few smokes and still there wasn't any taxi that would entertain us so we decided to go to prince plaza and get a cab there... on our way... we decided to to eat at mini stop first.... after that.. we waited again for a taxi to stop over and take him to DLSU.... and at last... there was one... and so we said our goodbyes... but hopefully it won't be the last..... a lot of people who knows him can relate to why i said that.....

anyway.. spent my remaining time to look for a cap for me and my "kinakapatid".. i actually have two.... my plan was to buy the three of us caps and buy myself a new leather wallet...

i tried looking everywhere but i just didn't see any particular cap that would seem special in a way.... and GOD!!! glorietta is packed!!! even the signature shops were packed... girbaud... marks and spencer... giordano... and some other stores.... i decided to look there because i assumed that people won't be going there since it's a bit too expensive... BUT I WAS WRONG!!!! CRAP!!!!

at around 8:30... i got really tired... and decided to look in rockwell tomorrow instead..... wish me luck!!!! so i just decided to go to starbucks and get a drink there... btw.. i only need one more sticker to get my planner... YEHEY!!!! as usual... i used my card since i don't have any money anymore.... and i really feel that my mom is going to kill me once she finds out how much i owe her.... (around 4000++ already)

in the middle of my loneliness.... (while smoking and drinking pepermind mocha...) thea sent a group text asking who in the barkada is still in glorietta... so i immediately replied.... i was so excited coz i haven't seen her since... i don't know... forever????? and i really wanted to talk to her.... about a lot of things....

but then she immediately cancelled out! damn! i thought of every possible way to try to meet her... but it just wasn't possible.... oh well... i can't do anything about it.. maybe... it's not yet the time for us to have an UBE... hehehe.... so.. i guess i'll just wait a little longer... hahaha...next time might actually be the perfect time..... (not saying that on the time that we actually meet since.. uhm.... forever..... but maybe... when the time is really right.. harharhar..... "ang lalim ba? kaya mo yan friend if you are reading this")

anyway.. so i just finished my drink and then went home already..... i'll probably post my realizations in a while.... hehe....

now i'm blogging..... well... done actually... hehehe