feelings

i can't help but be envy of some people especially when they have everything that you ever wished for (not talking about material things... only a few can relate to what i am feeling right now)

i try to brainwash myself into thinking that time will come when i won't have to think of you and i will meet someone better than you. but i don't really know which signs are for me...

MC told me the other day that there are sayings that I should never forget and some that I shouldn't even think of... but how will I know which of these are really for me...

I get a lot of quotes bacause people send me forwarded SMS most of the time

"Giving up does not mean you're weak, instead, it makes you strong to let go of something important to you because love isn't what makes you complete. It's when you learn to be unselfish."
"Setting someone free is the hardest thing to do... but it's not the tears you cried that makes it so hard, it's the small piece of hope left inside your heart that someday, you'll still end up together."

-sent by Lou Wella

"Sabi nila, pag ayaw maraming dahilan, pag gusto maraming paraan, pero bakit ganoon? Ayaw mo na siyang mahalin pero wala kang DAHILAN. Gusto mo na siyang kalimutan pero wala kang PARAAN..."

-sent by Badette

"Sometimes, you have to just forget the rules, follow your heart and see where it takes you"
"Never apologize for saying what you feel 'cause that's like saying sorry for being real"
"Never regret anything you said or did 'cause at some point, it was what you wanted..."
"True strength is being able to hold it all together when everyone else is expecting you to fall apart"

-sent by Ana Bartolome

I still have a lot.. I just can't find them in my phone right now...

I got this from the microsoft philippines forums in our discussion area...

"love is all about taking the risk no matter what the consequences are. you dont necessarily court a girl simply because you are assured that she already loves you - that is playing safe."

"its just that everything is a learning process. at least you wont have regrets in the future and you wont have those 'what ifs' on mind."

-from Jogu

MC told me that I should waste my time thinking about everything i'm thinking... i should move on.... (i thought i have...) I guess I haven't....

even if i think that i deserve someone better... there is this part of me that says... "i still like you and want to make things work out between us"

I posted the whole lyrics of the song Everything you want by Vertical Horizon a couple of days back.... and so far... these are the lines that keep haunting me over and over again...

I am everything you want
I am everything you need
I am everything inside of you
That you wish you could be
I say all the right things
At exactly the right time
But I mean nothing to you and I don't know why